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Blogs for December 2009:

• ≅ i earn rewards and learn to handle them as i do ≅ 526 words ➥ Tuesday December 01, 2009 by: donnot
  
• Θ before coming to recovery, i used many excuses to justify my use of drugs Θ 548 words ➥ Wednesday December 02, 2009 by: donnot
  
• ∀ i am no longer trapped in the endlessly gray routine of addiction ∀ 400 words ➥ Thursday December 03, 2009 by: donnot
  
• ζ the selfish, ego-driven attitudes i developed in active addiction are not cast off overnight ζ 582 words ➥ Friday December 04, 2009 by: donnot
  
• ∞ the truth is that i do not know if someone honestly wants to stop using ∞ 331 words ➥ Saturday December 05, 2009 by: donnot
  
• α the excitement of a new lover, the intrigue of exploring intimacy ω 288 words ➥ Sunday December 06, 2009 by: donnot
  
• ∏ the problem is, that **cure** for unsurvivable emotions will kill me ∏ 669 words ➥ Monday December 07, 2009 by: donnot
  
• « **people pleasing** just means i am nice to people, right? » 501 words ➥ Tuesday December 08, 2009 by: donnot
  
• ≡ learning how to listen **really listen** ≡ 506 words ➥ Wednesday December 09, 2009 by: donnot
  
• ¦ who are the winners in the fellowship? ¦ 469 words ➥ Thursday December 10, 2009 by: donnot
  
• δ there is no fellowship militia that will force me … 627 words ➥ Friday December 11, 2009 by: donnot
  
• ∝ for some reason, i assume that each and every change is going to hurt ∝ 461 words ➥ Saturday December 12, 2009 by: donnot
  
• ∫ i know people who could benefit from the fellowship that has given me this new way of life ∫ 589 words ➥ Sunday December 13, 2009 by: donnot
  
• < one of the most important lessons i have learned is that addiction is much more than the drugs i used > 575 words ➥ Monday December 14, 2009 by: donnot
  
• « it is a joy to find i have something that can be of use to others » 653 words ➥ Tuesday December 15, 2009 by: donnot
  
• π regular participation in my recovery will enable me … 506 words ➥ Wednesday December 16, 2009 by: donnot
  
• ± it is much easier to frighten away using addicts than to convince them to stay ± 428 words ➥ Thursday December 17, 2009 by: donnot
  
• Δ stories of my bizarre reactions to life may be interesting Δ 584 words ➥ Friday December 18, 2009 by: donnot
  
• ε the Twelfth Step reminds me **to practice these principles in all my affairs.** ε 698 words ➥ Saturday December 19, 2009 by: donnot
  
• ∅ i have practiced a lifetime of self-seeking, self-centered behavior ∅ 544 words ➥ Sunday December 20, 2009 by: donnot
  
• δ i sometimes fear there is little chance of becoming the person δ 506 words ➥ Monday December 21, 2009 by: donnot
  
• ≡ my days of living like a ghost are past ≡ 577 words ➥ Tuesday December 22, 2009 by: donnot
  
• ¿ when the going gets especially hard, i am tempted … 504 words ➥ Wednesday December 23, 2009 by: donnot
  
• § i know those in the group are addicts because … 635 words ➥ Thursday December 24, 2009 by: donnot
  
• λ the word anonymity itself means namelessness λ 484 words ➥ Friday December 25, 2009 by: donnot
  
• ⊆ my dependence must rest on a Power greater than myself ⊇ 610 words ➥ Saturday December 26, 2009 by: donnot
  
• × now that i have finally admitted my insanity and seen examples × 773 words ➥ Sunday December 27, 2009 by: donnot
  
• ϖ i cannot afford to let depression lead me back to using ϖ 478 words ➥ Monday December 28, 2009 by: donnot
  
• Þ my friends in the program often tell me the good things about myself Þ 704 words ➥ Tuesday December 29, 2009 by: donnot
  
• √ wishing does not work in recovery -- this is not a program of magic √ 622 words ➥ Wednesday December 30, 2009 by: donnot
  
• ⊗ i tend to think of service only in terms … 359 words ➥ Thursday December 31, 2009 by: donnot
  

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